Okay,
Sorry if my post might be a little harsh or could kill someone else feeling but I need some spaces where I can talk whatever I want, or just please let me tell the truth. The thing is, I am sad. Sorry.
Im not happy for not being myself right now. I feel like, Im not being myself, I dont act like the way I used to. Im like, ya Allah... I pretent too much. If there was an award for being the best actress, I think I could have the chance to win that award and I should be nominated for that event too. I have never thought that my life could have changed this much. Im just being sad. I dont like being here. It's not like I hate this place, but only if you're in my shoes, you might be surprised because I have totally, exactly changed. And you should know that the atmosphere here make me lack of oxigen, like this place is not belong to me.
Sorry, but the reality is I miss the my old school. I miss my chaos class, where mostly of the teachers of my school was afraid to come to my class, it's like a nightmare to be in my class. haha. Because, every time, every seconds, minute, hours that I have spent in my class was treasure. My class was the place, where I can laugh as hard as I want, where I can get myself out of my class whenever I want, where the place that I can sleep sesuka hati saya. Ya Allah, can I have the time machine! :'<
How I wish the time machine could exist in this universe. Hmm.
Wish me luck! 4 more years to go. *sigh
bellaarys.
p/s: Dear ENBHESSY how I wish we could be in the same IPT. I miss you guys. Please, Im sad. Help me :/
